Good afternoon y'all! My morning started out great but this afternoon got the better of me. I started out working on Eva some mask for school. She likes some bling so I thought that I would just try. I think that they turned out pretty cute. She is really picky about what she likes so we will see in a couple of weeks. I used fabric fusion for the bling so that hopefully mommy can wash as needed. I will put elastic in them when she comes so that I can make sure they fit correctly.
I'm not overly crazy about having to wear a mask everywhere but it is definitely better than the alternative. But I saw this picture and I think that it really sums it up nicely. I don't want Covid-19 and I wouldn't want to unknowingly give someone else the virus. So without complaining, I wear a mask when I go out. I wouldn't want to harm others!
I'm really missing Ezra today. I keep hearing in my head "It be al'ight Nona". I am missing the relationship that we had. How he would run out to my car when I drove up. He would manhandle his car seat (which was bigger than him) out to my car. He would say "go your house far away". I took a 3 hour nap today. There are days that only sleep will take away this pain I feel inside. But it is still there when I wake up. Thank you God that I don't feel this way every day. There are days that I just can't seem to do anything but cry but again I thank God that they aren't everyday! His smile and laugh was so infectious. I miss them so much! I know that he wouldn't want me to be sad and I know that I am not honoring him when I'm sad. Tomorrow is a new day!
I love you Ezra Arnold Leschber!
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